Intro

So I figure I should start off with the basics.. I'm a 22 year old female living in NYC. I currently live with my parents, but am planning on remedying that soon.. Hopefully at least. I am currently attending my 2nd college. Had to leave the first one a few years back because of a slight drinking problem that affected my grades majorly. When I left I had a 1.3 GPA, if even that high. Coming back to NY, one of the most expensive friggin cities in the world, cured me more or less of my drinking issues. It was too damn expensive for me to drink as much as I had up at school, in West Nowheresville, upstate NY.

So now I go to a community college in Brooklyn, work at a Medical Laboratory doing billing (sounds fun right?) and attempt to fit in a social life on occassion. I have a year left at this school, and am really hoping to go away to school again. I can't live here with my 'rents much longer. I'll go crazy living here, and quite frankly there's no way in hell I'll be able to afford an apartment here any time in the near future.

My life has been rather boring since leaving my first school. For the first year and a half, my life was this: get up, go to work, come home, mess around on the internet for a few hours, go to sleep at some insane time, wake up and do it all over again. Real exciting right? Not. Now my life is this: Wake up at the butt crack of dawn, go to school for a few hours, then go to work, leave work at some god forsaken time, go home, do whatever work is necessary for class, go to sleep at some insane hour, then wake up and do it all over again the next day, 6 days a week. Hmmm.. life is still boring, but I pack more stuff into a day then i used to. That keeps me from getting too bored...

Yeah, I know, I'm a loser... Ok there has got to be something interesting about my life. Oh.. heh of course.. I met this guy. ok.. most people are going to think I'm insane when I tell ya about him, but he makes me happy. Happier than anyone has ever made me, and he's incredibly damned sweet.

I met him via an online RP (roleplaying) vampire game. We'd been friends for about 6 months before we realized we liked each other. There aren't enough words in the world that can describe just how much he means to me. He's sweet, charming, funny, adorable and just the best guy in the world. He's always making me laugh, and smile, and heck even giggle. Now for people who know me, they know that giggling isn't something that I tend to do. It's just, well, not me. But for the past three months he's had me giggling almost everyday. In the short time that we've been together I've gotten really attached to him. At this point I don't know what I'd do if we were to ever break up. And I have to admit that's scary for me. I've always prided myself on being an independent person who didn't need people. I don't tend to open myself up to anyone because frankly, life has shown me that most of humanity can't be trusted. He broke down all of my walls and defenses, before I even realized what he was doing. Now I don't think I could live without him.

*sigh*

I've become one of the giggly hopelessly in love girls that I used to mock with my friends.

Well gee... it's funny how life works out, isn't it?